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The LaSt LaSt FuN WeeKend

Taken two weekends ago! Chris, me and Ravv

The title speaks for itself, I'm making a pact, swearing on it...This coming weekend is going to be the last. The "second" last time I'm going to the ct to slack around and the last time I'm going to have fun. Why? I think I've been lazing around far too much to pay attention to my school work. My grades have been dropping. Today I had a physics test which was relatively easy but I didn't end up studying for it. Thus, I forgot how to do a couple of questions due to lack of practice and revision. It's one of those tests which you SHOULD score well for...but I didn't take it so..yeah another one down. I don't even want to mention chemistry.

Ok so whats happening? My friends are coming over this weekend to camp out at my luxurious zoo. We've got our SHAGS international rivercruise this coming friday...can't wait! The last social that I'm ever gonna attend this year.Tomorrow is the IGSSA aths...which I'm not looking forward to. The second IGSSA aths in 4 years that I'm gonna NOT wag. Oh well, I have my erm friends to entertain me..haha or better still I'll go entertain them. Lots of chatting to do. And No school spirit.

Right now I'm slacking off again. Can someone wake me up please? I'm deteoriating every second...

Rainy Day

Have you ever had another one of those -"I thought it would turn out good but in the end it didn't go the way I want it to" or the "too bad it fucked up"- episodes in your life? I bet you did. I had plenty and I never would have thought "That" would occur anytime soon...and it did. All was well, in fact better than I ever expected. But God chose to screw things up and yes things were screwed. Just when I thought I was seriously glad with what I have right now...

I do agree though. I didn't know myself or anyone else better than "right now." Myself? Let me see....I realised that I am quite an emotional person. Emotionally weak. I never realised it before but I'm very emotionally dependant on friendships or relationships in general. Before, I thought crying was only for weak people but I guess after somethings, not even referring to this episode, sometimes I can't help but cry. There's this heavy feeling in your heart sometimes, you just gotta let it out. and you just cry... I had this kinda feeling recently, last, last weekend when I had a small tiff with my friend over something sooo stupid...a stupid misunderstanding. And now? haiz. I made an emotional pact with myself never to cry over small things and I did.. I feel so embarrassed. I hate showing people my weak side.

The last few days was quite a mind-worrier..kinda had a small situation with my friends. What was supposed to be a fun thing turned out to be totally out of my expectations. But anyhow through this, I guess the positive side is I got to see myself and my friends in a better light. Sorta had a better understanding of each other, I guess experience do change people and the way of my thinking. Still have certain things buried in my mind but I won't mention them here.

Anyways yeah, I hope the sun comes up soon because I hate the rain. Not literally.

Lifeless

sometimes I feel like we're drifting apart but hey I knew it was coming sooner or later...

The weekend, my friends stayed over on friday night..we went to the ct AGAIN. hahaha actually I only went because my friend came to perth and he's leaving on saturday...had heaps of fun! hahaha Thanks Billy!

We went crazy again... =_=

I am so tired. This is a short entry because I can't be bothered typing out more...haiz haha maybe later when I feel like it...

bleh

I feel sick

The HangOver

Not really the hangover but SERIOUSLY I'm "hung over" from the mid termbreak.

Friday: City
Saturday: City
Sunday: City
Monday: City

Stupid huh? Friends and I have been chilling out at the city for four days in a row. Been in and out of places and seen the same old people. Was tiring, fun and boring all at once. This mid term break was "weird" compared to previous long weekends. Honestly I'm quite surprised my mom let me out 4 days in a row.

4 days in a row I had fun with my "monkeys" haha =_= No. I had fun with my crazy friends. Except for sunday when I had that huge mood swing...probably time of the month or something. Seriously, avoid girls when they are pmsing because they get over reactive, over sensitive and moody. I did and said things I sorta regretted and came to a realisation that I am a bad friend. I am still pissed at myself. I didn't mean what I said. You know who you are...Sorry for that. And further more, to add coal to the fire, I had to go complicate things...I am seriously so wack sometimes. Hate myself for that.



I am a miracle...seriously...48 hours No homework done, and awake?

Crazy

The day afta Tomorrow

Starting of my mid term break is this coming friday! can't wait...

I've been feeling kinda down these couple of days though...could be the unsatisfactory results I've been getting from my past three tests...Feel like such a failure..arghh

Sometimes I hate myself...honestly. For the things I do and say, can't take them back. I wanna be a better and improved person. So I'll TRY.

Anyways, I went to the aquinas/hale international social on friday.. the music was erm "ok" definitely better than the songs we had at our yr 11 dance. 1 or 2 good songs but that was it. But anyhow, we got into the dancing mood pretty fast so that was cool..=P Highlights? Nothing much, met up with friends, danced, watched people dance, saw a couple of familiar faces... hmm Eric went up on stage to sing a song for Karen which I found rather sweet =P She was really touched. I remembered a group of indo girls sighing behind me..."how romanticcc" hahaha Honestly that was a fab thing to do..

heheh well me? I went up on stage and embarrassed myself..haha nah it was all for good fun. Just that the mic wasn't working and we could barely hear ourselves sing.
Met up with my long lost friends from japan! erm...couldn't recognise them at first but somehow when everyone else had left...we spotted each other. How ironic huh..

can't wait for mid term break....one more gt test to go..and 4th in counting..unsaisfactory result

Janet, Jess and Meh!! Yr 11 dance! 

Sabby and Meh!!..Taken last Week! heh..Besties foreva!